gra-tu-i-tous |grəˈt(y)oōitəs|
{ORIGIN mid 17th cent.: from Latin gratuitus ‘given freely,spontaneous’}
1. uncalled for; lacking good reason; unwarranted : gratuitous violence.2. given or done free of charge : gratuitous advice.
vi-o-let |ˈvī(ə)lət|{ORIGIN Middle English : from Old French violette} adjective:
1. a bluish-purple color seen at the end of the spectrum opposite red.
2. a herbaceous plant of temperate regions, typically having purple, blue,or white five-petaled flowers, one of which forms a landing pad for pollinating insects. Genus Viola, family Violaceae.
3. ME.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

excuse me sir, are you a member of the cheese club?

i can't believe it.
i really can't.
it has been 20 arduous years since i last was in this scenario.
ups and downs, as they say.
strikes and gutters they also say.
shit and more shit- i say.
[feel free to use that gem.]

so what am i bitching about now, you ask?

i'm in a small leaky boat on the seas of fuckyou.
at least i can swim.

i'm at my mother's condo, having come by earlier today to change a few lightbulbs, and drop off a plethora of plants.


because the economy is in the sewer, and i am an artist without direction or a clear personal path, i'm a woman eeking out a unique existence, lost adrift the turd sea, grabbing at invisible straws, and in leu of all that bullshit, my lease is up in less than 2 weeks, and i have no money.
goose egg.

and i have to move in with the parental unit.
rent here is free, and i can "get my shit together" as the phrase goes.

ideally, i would have a great-paying satisfying job, and be moving into the cottage or loft of my dreams, but that isn't ready to materialize yet.

so, in the meantime, i joined the cheese club:
just hold this pic up to a mirror.
you may see inside your own soul.
or not.

as a bona fide member of the cheese club, i invite you to eat out of the pan.

i will be back to bitch about this more in the near future. i need to put a lid on the pan and shove the entire thing in the fridge. 


  1. Eating it out of the pan. That's really the ONLY way to eat mac-n-cheese isn't it?

    Yeah, shit sucks right now. I hope u do well. At least keep writing, so we know what's up.

  2. Is there another way to eat mac & cheese other than directly out of the pan? And what's the sense in messing up a storage container when the pan has a lid? You're just being sensible.....and klassy. Kudos!


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